The world is not for you to understand,
Your path is not plotted miles in advance on your maps....

But in the Lords eyes you have already crossed every burning bridge,
every rocky road you have defeated,
every mistake deleted.

fields of ash born again into lush green,
love and destruction you have seen.

The ages and wrinkles of time have been long drawn on your face,
he has seen your birth and final resting place.

You cry out in anguish for answers and a sign,
but he pays no attention, Is he not divine?

He worries not for the muck and dust of your everyday travels,
because he has seen the milestones that lie ahead.
He know the ups and downs you will tread.

The lord laughs at what you fear losing now,
because he knows it is worthless.
He laughs because he knows true happiness.

He stays quiet and just waits
days turn to weeks, weeks to years,
and still no answer seems near.

But like a bolt of lightning his answer will be revealed,
and all the pains and sorrows exposed to be mirrors and smoke,
And you cry in joy and thanks for he has finally spoke!!!!

But still he laughs and sits quietly ,
for he has nothing to say to you,
in your days of darkness you cried you were lost,
but not till now he gets you through?

"Lost" he finally says?
"is that what you call it" slightly angered...
"I make the stars and call them by name,
I have build every creature and to me they are tame,
I have healed the blind and set forth the lame,
I have brought cities to there knees and walls to flames,
I have cheated death and beat satin at his own game,
I have calmed storms higher than any hurricane,
All you have to lose, is mine, as is all you have to gain,
Do you think only joys come from me and i dont see the pain?
Do I not know the number of hairs on your head?
Do I not hear your prayers each night at bed?
When the faithful go hungry are the not fed?
do you think you where lost and no one led?

He finally settles down and comes back to a smile,
When you were "lost" he says,
Well thats funny....
Every day I had planned came true.
You crossed burning bridge I build for you,
You climbed every mountain I made you do,
You lived every sorrow I brought you through.

Do you think at any point it was not my plan?
I like said in the beginning,
This world is not for YOU to understand.